The past few days have been really rough. But not for the usual reasons.
I mean, I would be lying if I said that I’m sad. I’m not. I’m just so goddamn pissed off.
I’m filled with hate to the point that it’s impossible to be either sad or happy. Things that would make me sad piss me off. Things that would make me happy piss me off.

I’ve been thinking that maybe I should go see my psych and get my dose of pills upped, but I don’t want to do that already. Besides, I don’t really feel depressed. It’s just, I don’t want to be consumed by this constant hatred towards everything.
I just want to get back to normal.

I wish I met someone fascinating, that would sure drain out the hatred. That would be fun.